I've been having alot of what can only be discribed as ultra sensory visualizations during the day, when i'm fully awake but happen more frequently and with more intensity when i've been sitting awhile and especially so if I take a walk in the woods (a safe happy place for me) or smoke a little marijuana am alone or EAT A DONUT (sugar?) - usually lasting from 3-10 seconds and usually come in waves of buildup and then finally climax and lessening from there...I usually see this specific girl who I don't know that I find very attractive doing everyday chores and hangs out with me, smokes etc. I would say i'm not a lonely person.
Am wondering what the differences are between meditation and daydreaming, I would call them almost interchangeable, with my experiences, they seem similiar...So am I daydreaming, meditating, fantasizing
this past visualization I had tonight, I saw her in a kitchen, eating standing up and literally heard her and saw her stomping on the floor, but more of a knocking sound. I' ve been having visualizations of her for about 5 months sometimes daily but they have been sooo clear and vivid. Am wondering if it might be a ghost, spirit guide or strictly fantasy. I never see her in a sexual way eventhough I saw her on a vid that was adult oriented. It feels and seems like these visualizations are coming from the same path that I use to psychicly see ghosts that once lived on land in town, I proved one visualization (He told me his name and I looked it up in town records and he lived where I saw him and wearing period authentic clothing (civil war attire)
this girl feels just as I imagined her momnths ago, but now she's moving and doing things, which is a new thing. The only other time I saw her was 2 months 3 months ago when I saw her in a very black room sitting on a bed, she motioned for me to come to her and she then handed me a pencil and paper, like she wanted to talk. And now with her stomping on the kitchen floor I feel like she's gotten my attention but i'm trying all I can to help my visualizations throughout the day. I burn alot of calories at work, physical labor and eating a donut really helps these visualizations so i've been having a donut a day, just at dusk is the perfect time, I can see her better and dusk and into the night than during the day.